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Tuesday 20 August 2013
I stand rejected (Irene's advice)
Irene’s Advice
I remember the day Amina was
brought to St. Theresa Centre for
women with Vesico Vagina Fistula
(VVF), she was yet another child with
the condition, a health issue that was
becoming worrisome in the Northern
part of Nigeria where I was posted by
my mission.
In my ten years at the centre as a
carer, I had seen children as young as
eight years being brought in
complicated health states while in
labour. Many of them did not make it
alive and those who manage to survive
the ordeal during childbirth normally
lost the babies and became damaged
internally. They were always blamed
for their inability to deliver
irrespective of the fact that most of
them were still children not yet ripe
for womanhood. They were brought to
the centre and abandoned at the
centre where they were regarded as
being cursed for their sins. It was not
amusing when I learnt the sobriquet
given to the centre.
Amina was among the physically
damaged young wives that were left
psychologically terrorized about ever
being the same again. A woman who
claimed to be her mother brought her
to the centre and refused to come
inside the dormitory to see the corner
her assumed daughter was being
assigned to. She was like all of them;
the women that accompanied the
victims to the centre, they always
stopped at the entrance and waited for
the attendants to take over. Many of
the women brought to the centre were
not literate enough to give information
about themselves and most times,
their relations that bring them were
not equally helpful. Amina was an
exception; she supplied her details so
sharply that I took notice of her.
At first, she was depressed and always
kept to herself. It was one of the usual
stages VVF patients pass through;
coping with understanding that they
could no longer control themselves
when they urinated or excreted. These
were things they had taken for
granted but realizing their inability to
control easing themselves is always
hallucinating.
Amina was always crying each time I
came to talk with her initially so I gave
her time to come out of the self pity
stage. She gradually started talking
with the auxiliary nurses employed at
the centre. They reported to me that
she longed to go to school. I was
surprised that was what she was
missing, majority of them were more
worried about not being able to
deliver again or concerned about not
having the chance to go back to their
husbands again. She was a rare case
and got my interest. I approached her.
“Hello Amina, I am Sister Irene and I
want to be your friend,” I started,
knowing how difficult it was for them
to get through to women in that state
especially, considering the fact that I
was a white woman and a Catholic
Nun.
“I will like to teach you sometimes if
you want me to,” I offered. I saw the
spark of interest in her eyes as she sat
on the mat at her corner. Her small
bag was kept neatly beside her with
her few clothes neatly folded on top of
it.
Two days after my reach out, Amina
came to the door of my office
knocking.
“Can I help you young lady?” I asked
feigning being a bit busy; I wanted to
test her zeal to learn.
“I want to start learning,” she replied.
Her session started right there in my
office and with time, the tutorial
classes started having students almost
the number as we had on the
vocational training unit where we
taught the women how to make
products like soap, detergents and
crafts like knitting, sewing and bead
making which they secretly took to the
market to sell without the public
knowing where the products came
from.
I found out that Amina was so brilliant
that I appointed her to start teaching
the other women the basic education
skills of reading and writing the
English alphabets and Arabic figures.
She did a good job in that department.
Our interaction during classes broke
the barrier between us and she
discussed freely with me. I cannot
forget the day she requested for
explanation on what the illness they all
had in common.
“It is a condition that arises from
obstetric complications,” I defined.
“I want you to explain with small
words I can understand,” she pleaded.
“It is a condition influenced by delayed
and obstructed labour when there is
prolonged and unrelieved pressure on
a woman’s pelvis. It causes a rupture
in the bladder,” I explained in plain
terms but could still see the confusion
on her young face.
“Why couldn’t I bear a child?” She
asked. That was the first time she
made reference to child birth.
“My dear, your body is not fully
developed for what you went through.
That is the major cause of VVF,” I
made her understand.
“It was painful,” she said. I saw tears
in her eyes; they always cried when
they went down their memory lane of
pain, agony and rejection.
“I tried all my best,” she continued, “I
was made to squat on my hands and
knees yet the baby wouldn’t come
out,” she went on, “the pain became
unbearable, I thought I was dead.” She
was sobbing at that point. I remained
seated watching her grief; it was a
helpful therapy for them to share
their experiences and come to terms
with their conditions.
“I wanted to bear him a son so I could
go back to school and see Aisha, but
now I cannot be a woman again. I am
cursed,” she cried.
“You are blessed Amina,” I consoled
her, “the good Mother will make you
whole again.”
The young lady kept mentioning Aisha,
her long lost friend each time we had
our discussions which had become
frequent.
“She promised to always be my
friend,” she kept emphasizing. On
many occasions she would end up
crying after reminiscing their times
together and the promise of Aisha’s
mother registering her in school with
her daughter. I felt for her at such
moments and could see her love to
receive an education. I prayed
fervently for her.
I was surprised and happy for her
when one afternoon during the
Harmattan season, a pretty young girl
appeared and was looking for Amina. I
later learnt she was the much talked
about Aisha and felt something in me
that she would affect Amina’s
situation. I had the feeling that
Amina’s condition would change and
Aisha would be a part of the process.
I watched them from the window of
my office when they sat down under
the tree discussing; Amina was
withdrawn and looked away most of
the time while Aisha had that look that
had a thousand questions begging for
answers. I observed the love that
existed between the erstwhile friends
before fate tore them apart. When
they both cried and embraced each
other under the tree that hot
afternoon, I shed tears in my office
while holding my chaplet. I said a
Rosary for the two friends that they
find happiness again between them.
Aisha became a regular visitor to the
centre and even helped Amina in her
teaching classes. When she was
introduced to me formally, she looked
at me in a manner that was more
inquisitive than admiring. I knew
instantly she would come to me for
answers to the many questions she
could not get from her friend. The day
she came, I was prepared to help.
Amina was asleep and I informed her
at the entrance of the dormitory when
she arrived.
“I will go wake her if you don’t mind,”
I offered but she protested that I allow
her rest.
“Actually I have wanted to talk to you,”
she said.
“Let’s go to my office then,” I directed.
“What is wrong with Amina and how
can I help?” She asked.
“She has a damaged bladder as a
result of her being unable to deliver a
child,” I stated bluntly; I had the habit
of always introducing my explanations
with the harshest of words, I found it
got the person to grasp the
explanation. Aisha was no exception
and her eyes widened in confusion,
fear and concern. I took out my
anatomy diagrams that I always used
to explain the man-made epidemic
that was gradually reducing many of
the young girls in Northern Nigeria to
ruin.
“During childbirth, the baby’s head is
unable to pass through the bony pelvis
because it is still that of a child and not
a woman, due to the inability, damage
is done to the soft tissues of the vagina
creating a false passage which causes
urinary incontinence which, simply
put, means she no longer has control
of herself when she passes urine. That
is what Amina’s parents, her husband
and maybe, the alleged religious
directive leaves her with,” I finished.
Tears were running down her cheeks
when I was through.
“Has she been like these all these
years?” She asked. I nodded, “we have
a lot of girls whose sins are
enormously messy that they have to be
abandoned virtually.”
“Nobody comes to help?”
“As far as they are concerned, the
farther they remain away from them,
the better for their peaceful lives.
Nobody wants to have a foul smelling
woman in their house,” I replied.
I watched her shoulders shaking as
she cried.
“My dear, crying cannot help the
situation here,” I advised sharply. She
looked up.
“What can help?” She threw back at
me with exasperation.
“She can be cured through a special
surgery,” I revealed. I saw hope
lighten in her eyes before she asked
the question I had been waiting for
years.
“How can I help?”
“Vaginal Fistulae can be repaired
through orthodox surgical correction
but the hope of success is dependent
on the extent of damage,” I explained.
“Do you know how...?” Her voice
trailed as she looked inquiringly at
me.
I understood her fears and shook my
head, “ I am not a doctor and they are
the only ones that can determine that
and help Amina,” I told her.
“Where are the doctors?” She asked.
I stared at her for a few seconds and
looked away; I saw her eyes dimming.
“They are not here in Nigeria,” I
informed her. I turned to see her
mouth drop.
“They are in Addis Ababa in Ethiopia,”
I said. Aisha was at loss.
“They cannot come here if the people
will not stop this practice of marrying
girls away at an inappropriate age.”
“What can we do?” She asked gently. I
saw the fire in her eyes and knew
instantly I had found another
accomplice.
“We have to organize an awareness
campaign, a protest and make the
government intervene,” I opened up.
“How?” She asked.
I went close to her and explained in a
whisper, “The doctors will work only
with the Governor’s permission and we
cannot get the government to come in
without first convincing the people
here to allow the treatment otherwise,
they would attack the doctors.”
“Why will they attack the doctors?”
“They see the girls as cursed and will
want them to be where they are. If the
doctors treat them and they get well,
they would return home and
contaminate the others. That is what
they believe and besides, we will need
government to fund the surgeries. We
will need their hospitals,” I explained
further.
“How can we get the Governor on our
side?” Aisha asked. That was the ideal
moment to let her into the plan.
“I have a friend who wants to help,” I
revealed. Aisha’s eyes opened widely
in excitement.
“Her name is Safinatu and she is a
journalist and works at Radio Zaria.
We have a plot but we need a third
person to be the voice.”
“How can someone be the voice?” She
asked.
“I will inform Safinatu to come on
Friday so that we can all discuss on the
plan,” I said. She nodded
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